Virile virtues

Advent time. I left eating meat in my early youth. I started with following strong restrictions of the church (my dear parents were contra of course and now when I remember their behavior of that time I am smiling even at the terrible scenes – each time they demonstrated the best of their souls) and soon discovered with the help of some book that from 365 days of the year 246 days are fast days if you follow all fasts of the year and fast days in a week. So of course Lev Tolstoy and India but without troubling the eastern traditions I organically changed my fast system into my own philosophy and style of life. And it was the Golden Age of nourishment in all sides. Alexandra didn’t know meat or poultry even in her intraperational course and later. She had been brought in the spirit of love to all living beings and she considered animals and birds to be her friends. So when the time of naming things with their names came I had to follow my own school. I was so thankful for her that she was not even interested a little at least about the others, about the rest of the world. Later she told me that she just always thought that her family was extraordinary.

It was ten years ago when we decided with her that time to eat any food. Four years later we came back to church. Today preparing myself for the Advent I see what things I should get as objectives. First I should keep meals. The point is in another time I pay no attention to food at all. I simply forget. And there should have been a person for me to tell about food or to whom I should tell about meals. Fast taught me to be careful with myself and this is the first. The second is to start regular meditations and systematical reading of books on art of poetry. And the third (do not see more now) is to help as much as I should Al. with her life in girlhood items.

I am terribly missing here in my temple of Your Advent.

Lesser and Great Mysteries

Anaktoron (Palace), a rectangular stone construction for the sacred objects of Demeter. Only the hierophantes could enter it, to perform the rites and display their sacred things. I hear them but don’t see..but smarten..a little.

All-night vigil in Christianity almost completely comes from Jewish service, as I have known from my search but the Liturgy looks back to Eleusinian mysteries. What was happening during that sacred secret service? really has it been hidden? The harmony is hidden. Undefinability.

The initiates offer a egg to Demetra as in archeological excavations there was found a stone with
ooidal deepening in this rectangular stone. Can you touch with your lips of the hollow and kiss the armhole and bagpipe the canvas this special night? And we are going a family in this Anaktoron – though each of us in one’s cestus… but words Candscha om Pacsha should be heard and holloed out a deux during orgy. I know one thing they were learning how to die in love.

Persephone was the way for them before Christ came to earth for Jewish. But they disdained this Mystery.

Ancient Greeks and Romans had mercy upon Eleusis during their wars.

Lady Mary is infallible, and always-indefectible younger sister of Isida, the mother of the god of the Sun, whose words engraved on the walls of the temple of Sais read: “The fruit I am bearing is the Sun”.